2009/06/29

silenced ink

Lost words…lost memories…lost souls…
Who are they? Unrecognized souls lost in this river…
I used to look t them and say to myself that one day I would swim in despair…

But why? For who?
I’m still writing this letters with no destination
Just words connected to words with no destiny with no sentence

I used to go home with knowing I would love someone and hold her
But now I don’t have that acknowledge
She is gone in that river
Knowing that I don’t had a life in this world

I always had silence in my mind
Never said a word to her
Never dropped a tear to her
Because I didn’t want to

But now I miss her smile and her look

I miss kissing her lips every time I called her name
I miss reading her letters describing her love
I miss her whisper in my hear “ I love you”
I miss her

Every night I walk in the dark streets full with sin and loneliness
I am completely lost in these shadows
Wishing to be one of them

But I must write this letters with no destination
I will keep writing the letters with the silenced ink

2009/06/17

prison of forgotten ones

Careless (I was)… Lover (I was)…happy (I was)
A killer (I am!!!!)

Sick and tired of living in this cell
All day eating worms
Every fucking rapper and criminal
Whining and crying for more blood

Darkness….
Hiding my corpses in the shadows
Hiding slaves being fucked
Hiding the ghosts and their crimes

Whispers from the Catholics
Praying to Jesus of never land
Believe in fucking anything

We showed our mother they have no sons
We didn’t control ourselves
We killed mankind
We tasted their blood
We want more!!!!!!!!!!!


At least I’m not sorry to kill everyone
I can sleep in peace and smile to you
Fucking cowards with no point of life

Now realize I’m a hater a killer
Getting stronger and better
Your nightmare makes me smile
Because I am your nightmare



Give me more reasons to hate and torture you
This prison won’t stop me
This prison won’t stop this army of forgotten ones
We are one beast
Our blood will sink your sweet fucking home

I won’t control or restrain feelings I can’t understand
I keep drinking the blood of my son and mutilate the body of his mother