romantic melody

A romantic melody makes my mind filled with rage
And my heart floating with tears
Where I desire to get drown and finally sleep

But I must remember….
That I’m not that typical…I won’t be so weak

As you can see my life is filled with silence
And quietness ….no one around
Houses without a light
I must talk to my own shadow

You….
Save me….grab me….kiss me….love me….
Light up my sky….hold me….make me stop feeling scared…
But….

I can’t love again….
I can’t leave a place so magical…
I belong in these empty graves….
No citizens…no ghosts…no corpses….

I belong in the library….
Books without words the poems reveal empty feelings….
The only word I can right….love….


Why?!What is it?! Who am I?!
Destroyed! Left behind! Empty! Psychotic!

Crucified in Never land where the sun is dark
And the ocean sucks out the souls

Kiss me….touch me….feel me….save me!!
I can’t say to you goodbye once again….
My voice is gone…
I can’t push you away….
My arms are paralyzed….

Just remember…when everything feels so dead
I will be there to remember you I love you

Please be my romantic melody