the mistress of snow

The mistress of snow

A silent killer of the night

A godness only I know

A soul of a killer
Her minds full of deaths

Eyes of a sinner
her body full of pain
Should I feel fear or love?

should I kiss her or
kill this mistress who
curses the forest?

the trees around her
whispers her words
full of darkness and love

the wind making her hair
floating in the air
creating shadows around me

her skin white and dry
as her victims eyes

her hair dark as
her impure soul

her voice curses my hears

with whispers with her thougths

of the way she will kill me

my eyes getting blinded
with her dark beauty

and when her hands touches me

my skin gets dry as a stone

her teeth bitting my neck
sucking my blood and
my pure soul

I watch myself getting killed

but I will never forget I got killed

by the one I love

cold blooded dead girl

Why did I killed her?
She was the only one
Who ever smiled at me

She was the only one
Who always was there for me
She was the one who kissed me


But that doesn’t matter now
Because I have her heart in my hand
Don’t ask me how
But I killed her with pleasure

Why don’t I cry?
Why do I only feel sorrow?
Please god just tell my why

I look at her knowing
I will never fell her lips
Kissing me

Only now I feel sorry and redemption
Only now I can feel tears
Only now I feel pain in my heart
Only now I created fears

I remember those days
You look at me with your
Beautiful eyes knowing
I was the one you love

I remember the first time
I kissed your lips
Knowing you will always be
The one I love


You will always
Be my cold blooded dead girl
The one I will always love
In life and death

wake up

So many times I told her to wake up
In that Picture:
I’m tired to see you like this
Don’t put your head down no more
I’m breathless to see your hair in the floor
Don’t try to cry the tears that are miss(ed)

Why are you falling to the darkness?
The mirror that you still hang on
The perfect image that will be gone
Why are you insisting to live inside of sadness?

You spend your time looking at the clock
Hoping the dream never finish
You’re dying in one lest wish
Hoping the memories keep lock(ed)

If those wings make you fell free
In eye for eye make you fell frightful
If fly make you beautiful
In my mind, you are not from me

I said one’s and I repeat again
Stop the time, live freely
You make your one loveliness
Shut the mouth of the others

Wake up of this wonderful nightmare!

trash in crash

you thought that you could hide your tears in rain
your eyes scream for help, but you were to weak
you close your heart and cover yourself with pain
how much I beg you to live, but you will do it again
I know that you like to be the center piece, but you come your peak
You may think that I´m your other side, but I didn´t want this end

In my bedroom:
Sitting in my chair, looking at the white wall, and try to imagine your picture there...God, you´re extremely hot.
Sitting in my chair, looking at the light, and try to understand why I need to close my eyes when I´m with you In bed, and counting the minutes to hug you again, counting the seconds to touch in your lips.

Butterfly

I was laid down in Eve's garden

Looking at the sky until the

Moment I saw

a beautiful butterfly

She had the most

Beautiful eyes I've ever seen

She had the most amazing

Smile I've ever received

Her wings were full

Of lust and brightness

Her hair was so soft

And filled with careness

When I touched her skin

She was so warm

When I touched her chest

I felt her heart pounding

My eyes almost got blinded

With so much beauty

Around her

When she touched me

I felt chills

Around my spine

Like I never felt before

When she kissed me

My mind was

About to blast

And my heart

Was pounding so fast

She is my butterfly

She is my Eve

She is my muse

She is my love

The angel

here I am in the darkness
earing screams from the impure souls
tasting the dark blood from haters

there she is in the sky
she has the purest of hearts the brightest soul
Her eyes are shining like sapphires in eve's garden
her hair is like leth's river making me lost in her beauty

I crawled into her feet with my body full of blood
with my eyes full of pain

she touched my face covering me with her brigthness
she whispered me her words filled with love and softness
she cleanned my filthyness she made me feel alive again
with her pureness the clearness around me

the way she smiles at me

the way she touched me makes me feel something

the way she looks at me I never felt before
the way she kissed me

Is this what angels call love?

is this what it means to be in love? This questions makes me

cry because I know I will never see her again because

I'm a slave from the Devil's bride she doesn't deserve an impure soul like me
she deserves the purest of hearts the purest angel

I'm an unforgiven soul
I deserve to swim in acheron's river I deserve to burn in
for all eternity the eternal fire of hell

But in this night the chilling cold
covered by a mist around us

This is the night the only night when Hell freezed

The matrimonial of an angel and a demon

The commemoration of the erotic ritual

I touched the her body filled of beauty
I kissed the ecllipsing lust of her lips
I bitted her neck to drink her pure blood

this is the night I will never forget

this is the night when I found out what is love

I need to see you, I kill for you

My brain is in countdown to blast,
I’m with so much longing
I need to see you, fast
Why I fall in love by a Miss
How I know you aren’t faking
give me one last kiss

Your eyes remember me
how beautiful can a girl be
At first time I see you
(I)Didn’t know what to do

How many pens will be needed?
to rite on your heart
How many doors will be open?
to enter in your world apart

Don’t be sad
With all I say
Because I, just wont to see you
Because, I, just wont to see you again

she

why does my heart pounds for you

when you´re next to me?

why does my body feels

warm when you touch me?

why my tears stop when you laugh?

why I can´t stop dreaming of you?

why do I want to kiss you?

why do I cry when you´re gone?

why don't I tell you: "I love you"?

these words are my life and my soul

you´re the reason for my existence

Why are you so beautiful?

why I`m dreaming with you in every reverie ?

why I don´t stop to think in your face ?

why I cannot erase that night ?

why wasn´t it cold enough ?

Why are you so beautiful ?

why is my mind´s diary opening ?

Why God gave you those eyes ?

Why is your tuft so silken ?

why my heart and head are crashing ?

Why, why, why are you so gorgeous ?

Why are you so perfect to me ?

I never could lie to you

I am writing what I see

I hope that you like what I do...

Memories of a cold blooded dead poet

In an endless dark
I saw a light
from your
shinning eyes

In an endless sadness
I heared from
a beautiful laugh
from you mouth

In an endless war
I felt peace in
My heart when
I was next to you

you'r not a ghost
you are a muse
you are my
muse of the night

questions

the fakest of hearts the impure love a betrayer to me

I should never had feelings of you

I had the purest love when I was next to you

I crawled into you to feel your skin

why did you kissed when you never wanted to kiss me?

why did you said you loved me when you hated me?

why did you made me live when you wanted me dead?

these are the questios that I never had answers

these are the questions that putted me in my grave

minds

a mind can create a voice...a voice can create words full of rightness and clear facts...these words will create a croud who believes in these words...these believers will change this world full of sadness... darkness...tears...blood...hate...sorrow...we need to stop this madness...this destruction of families and countries...we need minds...

fake love

if my wings are just one million tears, which I cry
if my body is just one million bloody scars, which I made
if my heart is just one piece of dust, it´s because...
My river of tears dry and become two dark wings,
I cut myself thinking in you, in the hope to see you again in my nightmare.
For last, but not lest, you left my heart in the desert when I give it to you...

Basically love just causes headaches!!!

why we exist in this damn world, to create and destroy?
Don´t you think that you are important, you´re just a litle toy.

look at me like one hell of person, who rite at you in one single voice.